London Grammar – Darling Are You Gonna Leave Me

I can’t think of what to say right now…

There’s a girl I know that has been nothing but a queen to her king but I haven’t treated her so hot. Something happened, sometimes it takes something to happen to realize what really matters and it did, now it’s eating me the fuck up.

We were talking last night about how it feels like we’re in a romantic comedy or something where the knuckle head realizes what a huge mistake he’s made and does whatever he can do to show the love hurt girl what he’s realized. Needless to say corny lines have been said, there’s an asshole in the way of the real thing, mistakes made left and right but all in the name of love. It’s not pretty, but there’s so much there that you feel like there’s a light at the end and you know you can’t stop trying. Well you could stop trying, but not for this one, you fight for this one.

I absolutely love and hate this song right now but it couldn’t be more in line with what I’m feeling:

I am still holding onto your waistband
Turn away and kick out the red sand
Summer is gone and now I’m bleeding
I can’t tell now you’re thinking of leaving…”

To my girl, I’m not shy about it anymore and I’m going out and saying it in public so I can get the fu&$king EMPT army behind me – come back and let’s give this a real shot. Put it on the record baby, THIS IS REAL, I will never hurt you again. You are my queen.

London Grammar – Darling Are You Gonna Leave Me