“Afraid of never having friends I can trust.”
This track entered my inbox at the perfect time. I am doing a shit ton of purging lately. Mostly with friends because I am SINGLE AF, so I don’t have a love interest making my life difficult! I just don’t have time for the negativity anymore, nor have I ever and I am at a stage in my life where it’s just not cool to be raging every week, picking arguments and acting childish. I want nothing more than the utmost respect and anything less is out the door. At a certain point you have to grow up and if your friends, or just any relationship you have in general isn’t following that lead or you are falling off the pages with them, it’s time to move on. There are plenty of fish in the sea whether it’s with love or friendships, don’t waste your time. I think we hang on to negative relationships in fear of being alone, as humans whether you want to admit it or not being alone is scary, but you have to be able to understand what being alone is in order to truly conquer your fears. You can only trust yourself at the end of the day, trusting yourself makes it harder to be afraid of the decisions you make.
I am really diggin’ this track for the chill vibe, talking about a deep message that has meaning for all of us. I like that, chill, yet deep. It’s much easier to connect to a deeper message when it’s being delivered with a chill attitude. Good stuff! If your week didn’t start off too hot, I believe this will get you on the right track. Own your life and your decisions and remember you deserve all the best so purge the assholes and move on!