With so much drama in the L-B-C
It’s kinda hard bein Snoop D-O-double-G
But I, somehow, some way
Keep comin up with funky ass shit like every single day…” – Snoop Doggy Dogg (1993, Doggystyle)
I turned on my computer this morning and the first song I saw with Kisses’ People Do The Most Amazing Things. I pressed play and man this song couldn’t be more appropriate for my current events in NYC.
I’ve got to get it out, I never wanted to fight…”
I tell you man, knowing what you want is a gift and a curse. It’s a gift because having direction and purpose helps you wake up in the morning without feeling like theres nothing to do. It’s a curse because you’re so focused on those goals that you lose your ability to entertain anything that takes you off course.
And it’s hard to know what you want, cause it’s hard to say what you can…”
I’ve gotten so caught up in my ambition over these last few years that I’ve literally lost ability to be distracted. I believe in the laws of attraction so much that I try to stay away from anything negative to the point where it might seem like I don’t care to people, but it’s not the case. I apologize to all the people around me who have things going on, or who’ve wanted a little more from me on the personal side, I’m not trying to diss you guys…
Things have been so crazy and hectic, I should’a gotten back by now. But you know how much I wanted to make it, Â It’s probably better anyhow. So if you gotta go, If there’s anything I should know. If the spotlight makes you nervous, if your looking for a purpose. I remember when you thought I was joking, now I’m all singing karaoke further than I’ve ever been… – Drake (Karaoke)
I’ve been in show business since the 3rd grade, I’m addicted to the game, I need to put on a show like I need to breath. My apologies to those who try to argue with me and get the blank wall, I’m not fighting anyone. Life is to short and I’m determined to spend every single moment of it on the upside so sorry to disappoint. Time should be spent doing things…
I was only trying to get ahead, I was only tying to get ahead, But the spotlight makes you nervous…
Anyways, I had to post the Drake song after using half of the lyrics for this post, enjoy